Friday, November 21, 2008

Brief aside:

Tomorrow night, I'm going to services at a synagogue up in Salt Lake. I'm hoping to find the decency that seems to have been evading me for so long.

I just want them to be kind. I don't know why that's so fucking much to ask.

2 comments:

jer said...

that should be a good deal of fun -I hope you find something. Anything. God knows we all deserve a little peace that way. Why does it have to be so fucking hard?

whillice said...

But I thought it was hard to be a Jew on Christmas?

I found that when things get rough and you're looking for some peace, getting outside of yourself every once in a while is a good thing. Do some volunteer work, put on a show to raise money and food for the food pantry-- whatever it is, the more generous and more human contact it involves the better.